The dream last night
Last night in my dream I saw Evan. I was with Evan. I knew it was a dream. The he was only there It was a dream. Yet I still believed it was him. Like I could summon him. Make him really. E there be sued it didn't count. Because it was a dream.

In the dream I made us do everything. Made him hold me. Hug me. Go places with me. Spend every second with me. Say everything. Because even in the dream I knew I'd wake up so I had to hold on to the dream. I remember thinking that exact thought in the dram while he was holding me. I remember him saying we could go do something I had wanted to do but I remote bet thinking: no this dream will end soon and I can't give up a single moment of him holding me.